results/decision

RESULTS/DECISION

at the end of mar, my final results came out...

i'm happy to say that i'm happy with it...

my gpa remains as it is and glad to see those grads...

the first day of april...

poly results came out...

was really excited and nerve-racking at the same time...

saw my results and i got in,of course i'm happy abt it...

but after awhile, i know that i have decisions that i need

to make...

well before getting it, it's easy to say that i

can choose if i wanna to cont or not,depends on the course and

skool that i get...

but its not that easy, especially when its all up to me...

either a yes or a no...

maybe its easy to say a yes or a no but its difficult to decide which one that i have to choose for my own good...

i stop thinking about it that night and waited for the

2nd day of april...

waited for the forms to be send over and that is when i told myself, that i need some help in deciding...

my head just cant take it anymore...

well i thought by seeing my dad, he will decide it for me

but i was wrong, he told me that, everything is up to me as

it will be my future and not his...

but even though he didnt decide it for me but he help me to

think carefully...

i think he hit on the right spot on my mind coz he say that...

if u have a 50 50 thinking on ur mind than u might one

think about ur other plans, other than going on with the first plan which is to cont my edu...

he hit right there coz i am having that thought in my mind...

surprising thing was, after all that, i felt much more lighter...

theres not as much weight on my shoulder and head as before...

well wadeva it is he is still my dad even though he can

be a pain in my arse sometimes hehe...

i've already what to do and maybe it will dissapoint the others but this is for my own good...

not that i'm being selfish but this is my future, for my own good, so nobody has the right to tell me what to do coz it might just ruin everything...

so i'm sorry, nobody knows abt this decision yet...

told my parents not to mention anything about this yet, coz i think i might want to tell them myself(if they ask for it)

well unless someone read my blog then it will not a shhh thing anymore...hmmm